My name is Josiah and I just met an man that pushes all my buttons. I hate him on sight because Sebastian has a visceral sexuality that calls to every dark desire I've ever had. I've never let go before. I'm always on top of everything. And everyone. What is it about this wickedly sexy man that has me agreeing to go with him to a men's sauna on New Year's Eve?
Sebastian finds me before midnight playing voyeur in a room full of glory holes and lust where he teaches me the filthy pleasure that can come from giving up control, from playing in front of an audience, from finding pleasure with strangers. Sebastian's wicked words become my undoing, until the clock strikes midnight and the new year begins.